Thursday, 6 October 2011

No time to come up with a good title

Just a quickie before I go to bed. My cold is getting better. My lungs and breathing don't seem to be getting worse, all the other symptoms are tapering out, and I (despite my own efforts to be a lazy sack of crap) still do the work out everyday. Still not getting all of it done everyday, but most of it is.
Getting a little long term minded about things and not journeying out into the big scary world lately. If I can just do the hermit thing for a few months(or however long it takes) till I get the new lungs I will have my life back. I just would like a life to back to when that time comes. With technology where it is at today I can stay in contact with people from anywhere. I mean come on, I attended the weekly game night my friend hosts at his place here in Calgary EVERY WEEK while i was in Edmonton. That however lacks the kind of quality interaction you get face to face. Talking to some one isn't the same as doing something WITH them. Going out to 'events' is not much of an option anymore, but small gathering where I know the guest list and whether they are health is. Again planning going over to friend's house to watch a moving should not as difficult as a space launch, but it has to be for now. I need to look to the future: always forward and never backward, always upward and never forward. And always whirling, whirling, whirling....forgot where I was headed with this, so I am just gonna back out of the room now.

1 comment:

  1. Thanks for journalling a bit of your journey Peter - you've got some incredible perspective looking forward to the future with your witty optimism. Hope the workouts become a bit more energizing! I'm feeling the slack too, and can totally relate to the need for motivation.

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