Im not going to bother with the elegance or grammer, Im going through shitty time. I have totally lost my appittie and so I have a current weight of 160 pounds. With this comes total lost of the want to eat or drink because i feel completely drained of energy and that makes sick. So my day is spent sitting on the couch or in bed trying to expel from one end or the other. Im not eating/drinking enough, the workouts are getting harder, the doctors are very unsimpatheic to my complians of going stir crazy, and it turns out that pain i was having is a broken rib.

life is generally unfavourable right now. And the only thing that will fix any of these ssues is time. just have to ride it out. Please, as a personaly favour to me, do NOT bombarde my mother/family/myself with requests for details, there isn't anything to tell that isnt up here. Youre not out of the loop because you dont know how many times i had diarrhea today.

To keep this from an absolute wrist slitter here is list to upbeat good things that happened: Doctors reduced my meds by quite a few pills this Friday, only a few more weeks and im home, i might be allowed home for few days at thanksgiving.

Thats it for now, i plan on doing a better post later, not now, later. soonish later.